Worrying, God's Control and Our Part...

Anybody ever struggle with worry?  If you answered no you have other problems you need to deal with :-)  It is something everyone struggles with from time to time.  Life is hard.  There are lots of challenges.  How do we handle them?  Our natural reaction is to worry.  We are prone to think about every angle, every possible outcome and sometimes only the possible bad outcomes.  Worrying however natural it may be does us no good.  And yet I often find myself there time and time again.

Most of the time the biggest thing I worry about is money and I don't think I am alone in this.  Even though God has proven himself faithful to provide time and time again yet I still worry.  We just had to buy a new pump for our hot water heater and our car is in the shop so what did I do?  Of course worried about where the money would come from to pay for these things even though God had already provided for them!  God has provided in some miraculous ways over the last few years for our family and for our ministry!  He just provided $565,000 for the Love Guatemala Vocational Training Center!

Jesus has a lot to say about worry.  Especially in Matthew 6:25-34.  You should go here and read the whole passage.  But I love especially what he says in verse 34.  He tells us that we should not worry about tomorrow because we have enough going on today!  We don't need to spend time worry about anything in the future especially.  Most of us have plenty to deal with today so why spend time worrying about tomorrow?  He also tells us in this passage that he's got it.  He's in control not us! He reminds how he takes care of everything else in this universe and so he will take care of us even more.  We are much more valuable to God then the animals, flowers and other things in this world.  No need to worry because God's got it!

So what is our part?  We know we shouldn't worry but we still have a responsibility to face those issues and challenges head on right?  Our first response should be to pray as Philippians 4:6 reminds us.  After asking God for peace and wisdom we have to face the issue at hand and move forward in confidence that God is leading us.  God is in control and is all-powerful but God often works through his people.  We don't need to worry, but we need to work and do what God has called us to.  And what God called us to is not a mystery!  Sometimes we find ourselves wondering what does God want for me in my life. What job should I take? Who should I marry? How many kids should I have? What house and neighborhood should we live in? etc. etc. But God only calls us to glorify Him! Whatever job, spouse, or if your single and no matter the house or neighborhood you live in.  Bring glory to Him.   Part of that means not worrying and bringing those cares, concerns and worries to Him! "So, whether you eat or drink, or whatever you do, do all to the glory of God." I Corinthians 10:31

We have a God the rose from the dead. Nothing is impossible for him so let's not worry.  Let's remind ourselves we have a risen Jesus and nothing is so big that we need to worry!

The Risky Journey of Faith...

Carlos praying after the ground-breaking ceremony.

We have been on an amazing journey over the last several months.  Highs and lows. Excitement and disappointment.   Lacking in faith and full of faith.  Many of you have read about the things happening with the ministry of Love Guatemala.

I love how God works.  Not always, because sometimes it means I have to wait and struggle and be uncomfortable.  That's always part of the journey.  It's hard, difficult and yet beautiful and glorious.  As they say "no pain, no gain."  The biggest growth in our lives is often a result of the most painful times that we have gone through.  Beauty from ashes.  Only God can do this.  It is backwards from we learn in this world.  The world and its affairs will tell us to take the easy road and when things get tough to quit.  You don' t deserve difficulties it says.  God does work in mysterious ways.

The past several months, and actually the last 3 years or so have been full of lots of prayer, excitement and at times, discouragement.  We have been seeking and praying for guidance in this journey we've been on as is at times has seemed impossible.  It began with the impossibility of moving a family of seven from a large American city with all the niceties of American life to a third-world country with many challenges.  That seemed impossible and was full of many challenges and yet God somehow and someway made a way for us to be here.  Little did we know the journey of this would prepare us for the biggest step of faith we would ever take...

God is so gentle with us.  He prepares us and yet pushes ever so gently, not forcing anything but lovingly encouraging us to step out in faith.  Faith that He will come through, faith that He will provide, faith that He will guide, sustain and work.  Just as a good earthly father will encourage their kids to take it step by step to prepare for the one day when they leave the home, God is doing the same with us.  Take this step of faith and watch Me work.  Take this step of faith and let Me prove yet again that I am here and I will provide.

We can look back over the last several years and see just how God was preparing us and we know that in the future He will continue to grow us step by step. God was preparing us to step out in believing Him for a bigger vision for the community where we work.  We know and have seen the impact Love Guatemala is making here through vocational training, but sometimes we are content with how things are and we don't want to take steps forward in faith and so God once again gently nudges us forward.

We sensed God nudging us forward as a ministry to take the next step and so that is what we did.  We purchased a piece of property.  We thought this was a pretty big step as we needed $25,000 to take this step and as always God provided.  As we purchased this piece of property we knew that we would eventually, someday have to do something with it.  Our thinking was in the future...sometime, somewhere down the road.

Then God once again gently nudged us to move forward with planning a facility that would house the current schools and maybe a few more along with a feeding center.  As we began to plan and dream God once again pushed us forward and expanded our limited to vision to one of planning a facility to house up to 10 trade schools, feeding center, church, Bible training center and so much more!  It would look something like this:

We finished planning and designing by the end of last year.  We had the cost and all the plans finished.  The final number came in at $565,000!  What?  Yes that is A LOT of money but we knew God was leading us down this journey so we stepped out in faith.  Thoughts came such as, "What if we never get enough money"?  "What if we look stupid because we planned all this and now we don't have any money"?  "What if, what if?"  We prayed and asked God to provide these funds over the next few years.

We started 2014 committing the first 21 days of January praying, fasting and believing that God was going to do some big things this year.  As we finished our time of focused prayer I was a little discouraged.  Not much had come in for the facility.  

Then not too long after this we were contacted by a couple who had adopted from Guatemala and their daughter, named Magdalena (the name of the town we work in), wanted to get involved.  They had found out about Love Guatemala through an article that was written in the newspaper by someone from our home church.

They wanted to give a gift towards the facility but wanted to meet with someone first.  So, they met with our Pastor and at that meeting they indicated that they might be interested in funding the entire project!  They got back with us a few days later and said they indeed wanted to give the entire $565,000 to fund the Love Guatemala Vocational Training Center!  Incredible! Faith once again lifted, challenged and shattered!

We are so in awe of how God continues to provide each step of the way!  The journey of faith is always risky and never over.  Its always fun but never easy.  Scary but we are never alone.

The journey continues as we begin to pray for God to provide more teachers, more support stateside for continued growth, more resources for ongoing costs for the school etc etc.  Each step more scary, yet more exciting.  Each day more faith-building and faith-challenging.

You can see above the picture of the ground-breaking ceremony that happened on March 27th, 2014.  Construction began the following Monday March 31st. About 3 months earlier than anticipated because God doesn't work on our time tables!  The goal is to have the facility finished by end of 2014 or early 2015.  Much sooner than planned!  What a powerful, generous, good God we have!

"Now faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen." Hebrews 11:1